When I look back at 2013, I realize just how far I've come this past year. A new school, a new apartment, new friends (while still keeping the old ones of course) - so many changes in my life that have reminded me of the life I want, as well as the kind of life I don't want. I didn't make any New Year's resolutions this year, aside from making it a point to live a life that I'm both happy and proud of. Almost six months ago I started this blog. At the time, even I didn't know if it would be a short lived phase, or something that I would continue for years to come. I can now confidently say that I know it's the latter. Even if I go weeks without writing, this blog has been my escape from the outside world. It's taught me about myself, my likes and interests, and what's on my mind even when I can't seem to figure it out for myself. It's helped me figure out what I want to do. It's helped me continue to dream. For everyone who has been reading and following - I'm so thankful for your support and overjoyed to have brought even the slightest bit of happiness into your days. I've learned a lot this year, but here are a few highlights I thought I'd share with the world:
I've learned that it's important to take risks and make mistakes. If things don't turn out the way you want them to, know that if nothing else, there is always a lesson to be learned from negative experiences.
I've learned that all it takes to be the best version of myself is focus, passion and a clear conscience (an extra shot of espresso in my Starbucks doesn't hurt either.)
I've learned that the more people you meet, the more you grow and the more you learn about the world. You can learn something from every person you cross paths with. Never pass up an opportunity to get to know someone new.
I've learned that as much as I like going out, nothing beats a night in with good friends, good food, and good conversation.
I've learned to stand my ground when necessary and stand up for what I believe in.
I've learned that there are people who will let you down...
I've also learned that there are twice as many people willing to pick you back up.
I've learned to be happy with the little things, but to never stop believing in the big things.
I've learned that cuddling is the best medicine out there.
I've learned that it's ok not to know where you're going next.
I've learned that I am so, incredibly lucky to be living the life that I do. And to everyone who has contributed to it in any way, I sincerely thank you.
I'll leave you with a sweet, little song from one of my favourite shows, Nashville, that will hopefully make you reflect on your own life and how good you have it.
Sitting here tonight, by the fire light
It reminds me I already have more than I should.
I don't need fame, no one to know my name.
At the end of the day, Lord I pray
I have a life that's good.
Two arms around me
Heaven to ground me
and a family that always calls me home.
Four wheels to get there.
Enough love to share and a
sweet, sweet, sweet song.
At the end of the day, Lord I pray
I have a life that's good.
Sometimes I'm hard on me,
when dreams don't come easy
I wanna look back and say I did all that I could.
At the end of the day, Lord I pray
I have a life that's good.
Two arms around me
Heaven to ground me
and a family that always calls me home.
Four wheels to get there.
Enough love to share and a
sweet, sweet, sweet song.
At the end of the day, Lord I pray
I have a life that's good.
At the end of the day, Lord I pray
I have a life that's good.
With love,
Ciara <3










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